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Ok I give up.
The rest of my holidays will be occupied by either my mum's work, my studies or my part time job. Most likely the first one. Don't bother trying to ask me to go anywhere, it kills me just trying to get away from all this. Don't expect too much from me.


Yesterday - Let's see.. Tuesday, the day after results came out.
Spent the day like this.
8.30h wake up.
9h-1h at school, asking careers a few questions and most of it waiting for a friend.
1h-2h public transport, train station in box hill.
2h-5h Trapped at my mum's shop, bored halfway to death.
5h-7h Came home, cooked dinner. Bro has grad night.
7h-8h Clear up house, etc.
8h-9.30h Brother's grad night. Yeah.
9.30h - 11.30h Cleaning up house, laundry, getting bitten to death by mosquitoes outside, getting lectured by my mother and her telling me I was a Lazy bad attitude whatever good for nothing and I should just die.. (lmao dw.. it happens alot) she got pissed off I was on msn.


Basically any time I chill at home, my mum deems it a waste of time and I may as well be at her shop so she can go out. Anytime I'm in front of the computer, it's an even bigger waste of time and I should be doing more of those endless chores.
Causes her rage pretty easily.


I'm at the damn shop right now, been here since 11am , left my house at 10am
and I totally give up, she says I'd only need to be here till 1pm but suddenly says she needs to go out again. I'll be here till at least 6pm.
I'm not even gonna bother taking the train to boxhill and catching the 5.49 bus, all that happens once I get home is dinner duty. Absolutely positively CBS. waste of my bus ticket anyways, no wonder I'm becoming even more of a hobo.


After dinner everyday its just freaking dishes,  and my mum gets pissed off if I stay in my room for too long doing "nothing useful".
If she doesn't complain immediately, she will sooner or later.
So much for holidays.


They're always nagging about uni now, and I haven't even had the chance to ask Melb uni anything at doncaster mall.


Why the hell can't I just laze around at home for just one day or just have one day to myself, like everyone else.
Last week got called to the shop 4/5 working days , 5/7 days total.
Even if I only get called over for 3 hours from 2pm, it kinda ruins the entire day.
Not like I can really fit anything in these times.
And I have work on fridays saturdays and sundays, and from january I will work 7 days a week till march.
Great.


I don't mind helping out my mum, but it's over the top how she just expects me to be freaking on call. I ask her if I need to go tomorrow and she initially says no, but I end up at her shop tomorrow anyways for some reason, her spontaneous changes of mind are really making me crazy. Last time I had to postpone a meeting with someone three damn days in a row.


Seems immature and selfish complaining about all this here huh.
But I can't really go complain to my parents, they have no one to complain to and work really hard, really. Sigh.
yawn i'll get over it. sorry for this rant.


PS. Congrats everyone on their ATAR scores, Justin you awesome =v=b

make me feel better.. loljk ;w; As if he go to HK.... No0o0o0o ;w; XD